Your name is KARKAT VANTAS and you are currently DEAD AS A DOORNAIL.
In life, you were nearly EIGHT SWEEPS old (for convenient reference, that's equivalent to SEVENTEEN EARTH YEARS.)
Things were going PRETTY WELL for you up until recently, despite the MASSIVE SUCK LEVELS of your past. You had a LOVING MATESPRIT (MIA at the moment), with whom you were sharing a hive, a FUCKASS KISMESIS, with whom you were sharing delicious hatesnogs, and a WONDERFUL MOIRAIL, for whom you would occasionally consent to participating in FEELINGS JAMS.
But then you had to go and get a HORRIBLE MIND-CONTROLLING SENTIENT INFECTION and DIE trying to get rid of it. Now you're stuck in the dream bubbles and everything is basically horrible.
Being much too much of a STUBBORN JACKASS to go softly into that goodnight, your personality was largely unchanged by your passing. You are very mucn NOT "0kay" with things.